My past continues to creep up on me at the strangest moments. I ran into an old boyfriend this weekend. Maybe it was a good thing or a bad thing but the whole experience continues to monopolize my thoughts and pull me back to that time. I pulled out the pictures, reminisced about the good times with him and the bad. I was so young, so naive, so impressionable and totally and utterly taken with him. He made me crazy then and still has that ability as I rediscovered this weekend.
"There's no good in lookin' back on yesterday and wondering what could have happened then. You think you can give me what I want, you say, say. I think I'm better off alone these days, these days. Why should I put my trust in something that I never could believe so one day you can find something better just to pack your things and leave. Loneliness is a friend for the moment but she won't walk out on me." 3 Doors Down
If I didn't have to do homework, I'm sure a lot of good art could come out of all of this.